hey....one dae past...remember last nite,within mins...i hav lost 11 frenz liao...never mind....luckily last nite mailin is there 2 help mi,if nt i will hav todae...haa... thanks mailin...i realise friendship is nt 4 life, the most is for havin time withmi family n band...haa.....n wat eva friends i hav now is for fun? i think ba...maybe.....but wasted 10 months again.....aiyo...two years liao...never mind...it is a punishment 4 mi ba.....k..i have learnt liao...once bitten twice shy.....a friend shold to tru thick n thin wif u,but none of 'em went tru wif mi....i realise, they juz r petending to bi frenz wif mki......k.....never mind....i would noe by now.....i dun need a freind to survive in this society,this world,,cause everythin is a lie....wat is a friend? i dunno? i hav forgotten wat had happen yesterdae, cause i hav cried,shout,scream,think enough last nite so...no need to bother all of the prob liao...haa...but met say loong, milko, sharon @mos juz now.....prob nt startin but say loong they all saw mi,n he even called mi,all this made mi think abt yesterdae nite.....i nearly break down in public....y mi life is darkness? ani one tell mi? onli wen @ band i feel that mi life is meaninful......i dunno.....but no matter wat, next year is a new chapter...new life,but gt some difference,cause no friends in the class...solo...cool eh? nope...but muz pull tru, 2 years more onli....haa..............................
